1 00:00:07,960 --> 00:00:09,680 Fire And Water by Let's Play Dead 2 00:00:09,680 --> 00:00:11,840 ♪ My heart's in embers 3 00:00:11,840 --> 00:00:16,400 ♪ Lying post-flame 4 00:00:16,400 --> 00:00:20,720 ♪ But if this is how the fire feels 5 00:00:20,720 --> 00:00:24,000 ♪ Light me up again... ♪ 6 00:00:38,040 --> 00:00:42,360 So... why investigate a cold case? 7 00:00:42,360 --> 00:00:46,320 Why open an old wound and cause more suffering? 8 00:00:46,320 --> 00:00:50,280 Because these wounds have closed dirty. 9 00:00:50,280 --> 00:00:52,240 That's why. 10 00:00:52,240 --> 00:00:54,600 And there can be no true healing 11 00:00:54,600 --> 00:00:57,240 unless we're willing to tear them open 12 00:00:57,240 --> 00:01:00,160 and confront what festers inside. 13 00:01:03,280 --> 00:01:05,000 You know, Ember isn't very happy 14 00:01:05,000 --> 00:01:07,560 that you're going to miss her 17th. 15 00:01:07,560 --> 00:01:09,880 Well, I'm on a night shift. 16 00:01:09,880 --> 00:01:11,760 T'boat hut not making you enough? 17 00:01:11,760 --> 00:01:13,960 Not enough for the gift I'm getting her, no. 18 00:01:15,720 --> 00:01:17,640 Don't like parties anyway. 19 00:01:17,640 --> 00:01:19,400 It's just the pub. 20 00:01:19,400 --> 00:01:21,440 I'm going. 21 00:01:21,440 --> 00:01:22,960 Really? 22 00:01:22,960 --> 00:01:24,999 Designated driver. 23 00:01:27,240 --> 00:01:29,440 I've got a feeling I'll be at all of Ember's birthdays 24 00:01:29,440 --> 00:01:30,640 from now on anyway. 25 00:01:32,520 --> 00:01:34,320 You're very taken with her. 26 00:01:35,760 --> 00:01:38,120 Well, she's the real thing. 27 00:01:38,120 --> 00:01:40,760 Bet you say that to all the girls. 28 00:01:40,760 --> 00:01:42,320 No, Ember's special. 29 00:01:45,120 --> 00:01:48,040 I'm not sure I can allow her to be with a man who doesn't know 30 00:01:48,040 --> 00:01:50,280 to slice a bap away from his hand. 31 00:01:57,400 --> 00:01:58,719 Is it bad? 32 00:01:59,880 --> 00:02:02,400 You sliced me hand open, Amy. 33 00:02:02,400 --> 00:02:04,439 It's gone all the way to the bone. 34 00:02:04,439 --> 00:02:05,640 You're lying. 35 00:02:07,520 --> 00:02:09,520 It's quite confronting, seeing your own bone. 36 00:02:09,520 --> 00:02:12,320 It's like a little look into the future. 37 00:02:14,520 --> 00:02:16,159 I want to see your wound. 38 00:02:16,159 --> 00:02:17,840 Wait... 39 00:02:23,840 --> 00:02:26,400 I want to BE your wound. 40 00:02:31,200 --> 00:02:32,840 Right. 41 00:02:39,200 --> 00:02:41,840 Look at it, Ember. 42 00:02:41,840 --> 00:02:43,120 Look at it. 43 00:02:45,520 --> 00:02:47,720 You put this sample in the evidence locker. 44 00:02:49,240 --> 00:02:51,080 Do you know what it is? 45 00:02:52,640 --> 00:02:54,160 It's Amy Knightly. 46 00:02:55,360 --> 00:02:56,760 What's left of her. 47 00:02:58,480 --> 00:03:00,240 Everything she was. 48 00:03:00,240 --> 00:03:02,920 Everything she could have been. 49 00:03:02,920 --> 00:03:04,680 All reduced to charcoal. 50 00:03:07,760 --> 00:03:10,160 We were hoping to find the rest of her underneath 51 00:03:10,160 --> 00:03:12,280 the basement of the boat hut, 52 00:03:12,280 --> 00:03:13,760 but she's not there. 53 00:03:16,440 --> 00:03:18,640 Help us find her, Ember. 54 00:03:18,640 --> 00:03:21,160 Help us give her back to her mother. 55 00:03:21,160 --> 00:03:23,600 I can't help you, because I don't know anything. 56 00:03:23,600 --> 00:03:26,640 You know he killed her. No. I don't. 57 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:29,200 I don't know that. 58 00:03:29,200 --> 00:03:32,080 When you sit opposite a suspect, 59 00:03:32,080 --> 00:03:35,039 and they refuse to engage like an innocent person would... 60 00:03:37,080 --> 00:03:39,640 ..what do you feel towards 'em, DC Manning? 61 00:03:41,360 --> 00:03:43,440 Contempt. 62 00:03:43,440 --> 00:03:45,280 Cos you're a detective, 63 00:03:45,280 --> 00:03:48,120 and we are never not servants of justice. 64 00:03:49,680 --> 00:03:51,000 Am I right? 65 00:03:56,240 --> 00:03:57,920 I've told you everything I know. 66 00:03:59,039 --> 00:04:01,320 Now, charge me or release me. 67 00:04:03,320 --> 00:04:05,520 That's supposed to be your line, by the way. 68 00:04:14,720 --> 00:04:18,920 Ember! What happened? 69 00:04:18,920 --> 00:04:20,840 I'm out on bail. Suspended. 70 00:04:22,600 --> 00:04:24,600 Well, you're just in time for breakfast. 71 00:04:24,600 --> 00:04:27,120 Waffles and beers - in memory of her dad. 72 00:04:30,400 --> 00:04:32,280 OK. Great. 73 00:04:34,960 --> 00:04:36,720 What was that for? 74 00:04:36,720 --> 00:04:38,080 For believing in him. 75 00:04:41,960 --> 00:04:43,440 To Dad! 76 00:04:43,440 --> 00:04:45,200 To Mack. 77 00:04:45,200 --> 00:04:46,400 To Mack. 78 00:04:47,560 --> 00:04:48,960 Er, easy. 79 00:04:50,200 --> 00:04:52,200 Dad could do one of these in, like, five seconds. 80 00:04:52,200 --> 00:04:54,880 Yeah, when he was 20, and probably not for breakfast. 81 00:04:59,560 --> 00:05:02,480 Hannah, y-you've probably got some questions 82 00:05:02,480 --> 00:05:04,000 about why I was arrested. 83 00:05:04,000 --> 00:05:05,960 Yeah, cos the police are stupid fucking idiots 84 00:05:05,960 --> 00:05:07,520 who have no idea what they're doing. 85 00:05:09,280 --> 00:05:11,240 They have some evidence. Evidence can be wrong. 86 00:05:11,240 --> 00:05:12,360 It can... 87 00:05:15,200 --> 00:05:16,480 Hannah, the police... 88 00:05:16,480 --> 00:05:18,440 I don't want to talk about this. 89 00:05:18,440 --> 00:05:20,760 Just... not today. 90 00:05:20,760 --> 00:05:23,560 Not on the anniversary. 91 00:05:23,560 --> 00:05:26,120 I just want us to go to the lake and remember him. 92 00:05:27,600 --> 00:05:28,640 The ashes. 93 00:05:28,640 --> 00:05:31,760 No, Hannah, no, we-we're not going to be able to scatter them 94 00:05:31,760 --> 00:05:33,920 from the jetty. Why not? 95 00:05:33,920 --> 00:05:36,400 Why not? We have to! That is what he wanted us to do. 96 00:05:36,400 --> 00:05:37,760 It's not going to happen! 97 00:05:39,200 --> 00:05:40,800 Not today. 98 00:05:55,200 --> 00:05:57,360 Hey. 99 00:05:57,360 --> 00:05:58,680 What's so urgent? 100 00:06:01,360 --> 00:06:02,960 I wanted to give you this. 101 00:06:04,160 --> 00:06:06,680 A list of therapists. 102 00:06:06,680 --> 00:06:08,960 All people I know and recommend. 103 00:06:11,840 --> 00:06:13,040 OK... 104 00:06:13,040 --> 00:06:15,760 I think you came to me because you wanted some questions answered 105 00:06:15,760 --> 00:06:17,160 about your relationship with Mack. 106 00:06:17,160 --> 00:06:19,400 I came to you because I wanted my insomnia sorted. 107 00:06:19,400 --> 00:06:21,640 They're not easy questions to ask verbally. 108 00:06:21,640 --> 00:06:23,440 So, you flirt with me 109 00:06:23,440 --> 00:06:25,480 in the hope that my reaction will answer them. 110 00:06:25,480 --> 00:06:27,720 OK, you've lost me now. 111 00:06:28,760 --> 00:06:31,160 Ember, your text? 112 00:06:34,760 --> 00:06:36,200 My God. 113 00:06:36,200 --> 00:06:38,680 You want to know if the power imbalance mattered. 114 00:06:39,760 --> 00:06:42,880 You want to know whose job it was to hold the line. 115 00:06:42,880 --> 00:06:44,400 Under normal circumstances, 116 00:06:44,400 --> 00:06:46,240 I would happily model the answer. 117 00:06:46,240 --> 00:06:48,360 Would you? Right, that's very nice 118 00:06:48,360 --> 00:06:49,720 But here, I can't. 119 00:06:51,640 --> 00:06:53,400 Because I have feelings for you. 120 00:06:58,440 --> 00:07:00,000 Are you asking me out, Casey? 121 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:02,680 There are some lines that can't be crossed. 122 00:07:02,680 --> 00:07:04,560 However much we might like to. 123 00:07:06,920 --> 00:07:08,720 Well, so what... so what is this, then? 124 00:07:08,720 --> 00:07:10,440 Y-You're making a point? 125 00:07:10,440 --> 00:07:11,600 I'm making a judgment. 126 00:07:11,600 --> 00:07:14,040 That I am a serial fuck-up, but that you are better than Mack? 127 00:07:14,040 --> 00:07:15,160 You are not a fuck-up. 128 00:07:19,800 --> 00:07:23,360 You know, the grey areas outside of the psychology textbooks - 129 00:07:23,360 --> 00:07:26,160 that's where real life takes place, Casey. 130 00:07:32,920 --> 00:07:35,000 Me and Malachy want to go all the way. 131 00:07:37,960 --> 00:07:39,280 All the way? 132 00:07:39,280 --> 00:07:40,920 So, my mum's going away, 133 00:07:40,920 --> 00:07:42,920 which means my dad will, too. 134 00:07:42,920 --> 00:07:44,600 It's the perfect opportunity. 135 00:07:44,600 --> 00:07:46,400 We're going to stay at the lake all night, you know, 136 00:07:46,400 --> 00:07:47,800 watch the sun come up. 137 00:07:47,800 --> 00:07:49,160 Make it special. 138 00:07:51,160 --> 00:07:52,680 Come on. 139 00:07:57,520 --> 00:08:00,240 You could... do it, too. 140 00:08:01,840 --> 00:08:03,240 With Joe. 141 00:08:04,320 --> 00:08:06,040 Have... sex with him? 142 00:08:06,040 --> 00:08:08,480 Yeah. I mean... he likes you. 143 00:08:10,240 --> 00:08:12,320 Don't you like him? 144 00:08:12,320 --> 00:08:15,960 Well, I don't... not... like him. 145 00:08:15,960 --> 00:08:17,240 I just, I just, er... 146 00:08:17,240 --> 00:08:19,920 Amy, I don't know if you should have sex with Malachy. 147 00:08:19,920 --> 00:08:22,880 Why not? Well, he says himself, he doesn't love you. 148 00:08:22,880 --> 00:08:25,760 No, he says he doesn't believe in love. 149 00:08:25,760 --> 00:08:27,840 That's not the same thing. 150 00:08:27,840 --> 00:08:29,480 Yeah, but does he make you happy? 151 00:08:32,320 --> 00:08:34,800 You know what would make me happy? 152 00:08:37,240 --> 00:08:38,680 You... 153 00:08:38,680 --> 00:08:40,519 ..and me... 154 00:08:40,519 --> 00:08:42,440 ..losing our virginity 155 00:08:42,440 --> 00:08:45,600 at the exact same moment. 156 00:08:45,600 --> 00:08:47,600 Them inside us, but... 157 00:08:49,800 --> 00:08:51,600 ..us really with each other. 158 00:08:57,760 --> 00:08:59,240 Would you like that? 159 00:09:02,440 --> 00:09:04,320 Would you, Kitty? 160 00:09:06,680 --> 00:09:08,880 You and me... 161 00:09:08,880 --> 00:09:10,640 ..linked forever? 162 00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:14,360 Yeah. 163 00:09:30,120 --> 00:09:32,160 What is it? 164 00:09:32,160 --> 00:09:33,960 Joan? 165 00:09:36,080 --> 00:09:38,000 Er, it's just the cat. 166 00:09:45,840 --> 00:09:47,240 How are you doing, Hannah? 167 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:49,040 We're not going to scatter 'em. 168 00:09:49,040 --> 00:09:50,640 Not until we can do it right. 169 00:09:54,120 --> 00:09:57,440 Well, we'll just raise a glass to him, then, shall we? 170 00:09:57,440 --> 00:10:00,400 I miss Mack. He was a total dilf. 171 00:10:00,400 --> 00:10:02,520 Jules! He was, though! 172 00:10:04,680 --> 00:10:06,760 Could've left those in for another five, Mum. 173 00:10:06,760 --> 00:10:08,960 Your oven is an inferno, Ember. 174 00:10:08,960 --> 00:10:10,720 It cremates everything. 175 00:10:18,200 --> 00:10:19,520 Drinks. 176 00:10:25,240 --> 00:10:26,840 Are you going to say a few words? 177 00:10:28,720 --> 00:10:30,440 I wasn't planning on, no. 178 00:10:30,440 --> 00:10:31,840 Please, Mum. 179 00:10:31,840 --> 00:10:33,560 Yeah, you definitely should, Ember. 180 00:10:33,560 --> 00:10:36,240 You were like Michelle Obama when you came to school! 181 00:10:50,040 --> 00:10:51,520 Well... 182 00:10:59,160 --> 00:11:00,720 Mack was... 183 00:11:04,480 --> 00:11:06,080 He... SHE INHALES DEEPLY 184 00:11:09,880 --> 00:11:10,960 Mack... 185 00:11:16,160 --> 00:11:17,720 I'm sorry, I ca... 186 00:11:17,720 --> 00:11:19,640 Come on, just say what he meant to you. 187 00:11:19,640 --> 00:11:21,880 I'm trying, Hannah. Just say something! 188 00:11:25,320 --> 00:11:28,720 Hannah, maybe I could say something instead. 189 00:11:28,720 --> 00:11:30,560 Because if I'm feeling even a tenth 190 00:11:30,560 --> 00:11:33,040 of what your mum's feeling right now, then... 191 00:11:33,040 --> 00:11:34,960 ..I understand why she's overcome. 192 00:11:34,960 --> 00:11:37,320 She's not overcome. 193 00:11:37,320 --> 00:11:39,280 Not in the way that you mean. Hannah... 194 00:11:39,280 --> 00:11:41,440 The police think Dad killed Amy Knightly. 195 00:11:41,440 --> 00:11:42,920 Fuck! 196 00:11:42,920 --> 00:11:44,240 No... 197 00:11:45,560 --> 00:11:47,280 No, that's not right, is it, Em? 198 00:11:52,120 --> 00:11:54,400 Er, th-they have some evidence. 199 00:11:56,480 --> 00:11:58,320 Like what? Arj, please. 200 00:11:58,320 --> 00:12:00,120 No, come on, Mum. 201 00:12:00,120 --> 00:12:01,160 Why don't you explain? 202 00:12:01,160 --> 00:12:02,600 Explain to everyone why you're doubting him. 203 00:12:02,600 --> 00:12:03,960 We'll talk about it later. No! 204 00:12:03,960 --> 00:12:05,600 We'll fucking talk about it now! 205 00:12:07,400 --> 00:12:09,680 Well?! 206 00:12:09,680 --> 00:12:11,040 We're waiting. 207 00:12:12,440 --> 00:12:14,360 They have found a fragment of Amy's bone 208 00:12:14,360 --> 00:12:15,960 in the basement of the boat hut. 209 00:12:17,120 --> 00:12:18,720 No. 210 00:12:20,400 --> 00:12:21,640 God... 211 00:12:23,240 --> 00:12:25,720 Hannah. Hannah. 212 00:12:25,720 --> 00:12:26,760 Hannah! 213 00:12:34,200 --> 00:12:36,120 There we go. 214 00:12:36,120 --> 00:12:37,760 He's scattered. 215 00:13:03,240 --> 00:13:05,400 I don't want to hear it. 216 00:13:05,400 --> 00:13:07,760 I wasn't going to say anything. 217 00:13:07,760 --> 00:13:08,920 Really? 218 00:13:08,920 --> 00:13:12,080 I am literally washing my dead husband off my hands. 219 00:13:12,080 --> 00:13:15,280 I mean, surely you've spotted a learning opportunity here. 220 00:13:17,720 --> 00:13:20,160 Some things defy feedback, Ember. 221 00:13:25,280 --> 00:13:26,680 I'm sorry, Mum. 222 00:13:29,160 --> 00:13:30,560 No, I'm sorry. 223 00:13:30,560 --> 00:13:32,680 It shouldn't have come out in the way that it did. 224 00:13:32,680 --> 00:13:35,040 You need to show everyone that Dad's innocent. 225 00:13:38,320 --> 00:13:40,160 I can't get involved. 226 00:13:40,160 --> 00:13:42,400 Why not? Because I'm too close. 227 00:13:42,400 --> 00:13:44,160 And because you think he did it. No! 228 00:13:50,040 --> 00:13:52,680 I don't know, Hannah, I really don't. 229 00:13:52,680 --> 00:13:54,160 Well, I do, and I... 230 00:13:56,440 --> 00:13:58,240 He didn't do it, Mum. 231 00:13:58,240 --> 00:14:00,560 He was the kindest person, 232 00:14:00,560 --> 00:14:02,360 and you know that. 233 00:14:02,360 --> 00:14:05,600 So, I am begging you, please, you have to prove it. 234 00:14:16,200 --> 00:14:17,680 You're not allowed to be in here. 235 00:14:17,680 --> 00:14:19,720 I'm a good detective with good instincts, 236 00:14:19,720 --> 00:14:22,040 and they are telling me this is not a done deal. 237 00:14:22,040 --> 00:14:23,840 You have to keep looking elsewhere. 238 00:14:23,840 --> 00:14:26,680 Instinct is poor man's policing. 239 00:14:26,680 --> 00:14:28,680 I build cases on evidence. 240 00:14:32,600 --> 00:14:34,560 It's all circumstantial, 241 00:14:34,560 --> 00:14:37,600 which you could call poor man's evidence. 242 00:14:37,600 --> 00:14:38,920 And what about Riz's murderer? 243 00:14:38,920 --> 00:14:40,560 It doesn't give you an answer to that. 244 00:14:40,560 --> 00:14:42,320 We're pursuing several unrelated leads. 245 00:14:42,320 --> 00:14:44,760 Which are? Which are... 246 00:14:44,760 --> 00:14:47,600 ..for the ears of serving police officers only. 247 00:14:48,600 --> 00:14:52,080 Now, if you don't mind, we have work to do. 248 00:15:09,240 --> 00:15:10,560 Joan? 249 00:15:16,880 --> 00:15:18,800 Joan, I'm so sorry to disturb... 250 00:15:20,320 --> 00:15:22,320 Joan. 251 00:15:22,320 --> 00:15:23,760 What are you doing here? 252 00:15:23,760 --> 00:15:26,040 What's wrong with her? Nothing. 253 00:15:28,560 --> 00:15:29,880 You've drugged her?! 254 00:15:29,880 --> 00:15:32,320 She was very agitated after your last visit. 255 00:15:32,320 --> 00:15:34,040 The doctor gave her something. 256 00:15:36,640 --> 00:15:38,960 The nurse said she was asking for me. 257 00:15:38,960 --> 00:15:40,360 Not that I'm aware of. 258 00:15:41,520 --> 00:15:42,680 I need to speak to Joan. 259 00:15:42,680 --> 00:15:44,600 Which, I think you can see, isn't possible right now. 260 00:15:44,600 --> 00:15:45,760 When might it be possible? 261 00:15:45,760 --> 00:15:47,920 You want to wake up a sick and confused woman, 262 00:15:47,920 --> 00:15:51,080 so you can torture her about things that no longer matter? 263 00:15:51,080 --> 00:15:52,840 I won't let you do that. 264 00:15:52,840 --> 00:15:55,200 Joan mentioned someone called Kitty. Did you hear what I said? 265 00:15:55,200 --> 00:15:57,760 Who is she? She's nobody. 266 00:15:57,760 --> 00:15:59,160 It was a nickname. 267 00:16:00,160 --> 00:16:02,480 For Caitlin. A very nasty one. 268 00:16:09,320 --> 00:16:11,960 If you harm her, in any way, I will fucking kill you. 269 00:16:11,960 --> 00:16:13,400 Yeah? 270 00:16:13,400 --> 00:16:15,080 Mum! Can you knock? 271 00:16:16,160 --> 00:16:17,880 You need to get rid of her. 272 00:16:19,680 --> 00:16:21,080 Amy? 273 00:16:21,080 --> 00:16:22,280 Kitty. 274 00:16:23,600 --> 00:16:25,480 It isn't safe, Caitlin. 275 00:16:26,720 --> 00:16:29,160 People will tell you there's a life in it, but there isn't. 276 00:16:29,160 --> 00:16:31,760 Not really. Not a proper one. 277 00:16:33,120 --> 00:16:34,880 Was your life proper... 278 00:16:34,880 --> 00:16:36,600 ..Mum? 279 00:16:36,600 --> 00:16:39,280 Separate beds and dry little kisses. 280 00:16:42,320 --> 00:16:43,640 Get rid of her. 281 00:17:02,760 --> 00:17:04,440 She is not so disingenuous 282 00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:07,840 as to suggest the slaying is the work of one woman alone, 283 00:17:07,840 --> 00:17:12,039 because she knows first hand the strength and barbarity of men. 284 00:17:13,279 --> 00:17:17,640 This is Gentileschi's own imagined revenge upon her rapist. 285 00:17:17,640 --> 00:17:21,680 This is beautiful retribution. 286 00:17:32,960 --> 00:17:34,680 Kit Owen? 287 00:17:34,680 --> 00:17:36,280 Yes? 288 00:17:36,280 --> 00:17:38,480 I'm DC Manning. 289 00:17:39,800 --> 00:17:42,360 I was hoping that you might answer some questions. 290 00:17:42,360 --> 00:17:43,920 About? 291 00:17:43,920 --> 00:17:45,400 Amy Knightly. 292 00:17:47,640 --> 00:17:49,960 I don't know who that is. I think you do. 293 00:17:51,440 --> 00:17:52,800 You were friends with her. 294 00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:55,000 I think you're mistaking me for someone else. 295 00:17:55,000 --> 00:17:56,800 I don't think I am, Caitlin. 296 00:18:00,480 --> 00:18:03,400 I barely knew Amy Knightly, so I don't think I can help you. 297 00:18:06,880 --> 00:18:09,440 Someone took this photo the night that she disappeared. 298 00:18:09,440 --> 00:18:10,680 Was it you? 299 00:18:12,280 --> 00:18:13,560 No. 300 00:18:14,800 --> 00:18:17,840 So, you don't know what happened to her that night? 301 00:18:17,840 --> 00:18:19,800 She ran away. 302 00:18:19,800 --> 00:18:21,960 She said she was going to, and she did. 303 00:18:21,960 --> 00:18:24,120 I hope she healed and grew. 304 00:18:24,120 --> 00:18:26,560 I hope she's somewhere living a very happy life. 305 00:18:28,600 --> 00:18:30,680 I'm very sorry to tell you that she isn't. 306 00:18:50,520 --> 00:18:51,680 I'm sorry. 307 00:18:54,040 --> 00:18:57,040 I need you to tell me what happened that night. 308 00:18:58,480 --> 00:19:00,680 She was fine when I left her. 309 00:19:02,840 --> 00:19:05,640 Then, why did you lie to the police about being with her? 310 00:19:05,640 --> 00:19:07,880 The night they asked me about, I hadn't been with her. 311 00:19:07,880 --> 00:19:10,480 But you knew they were asking about the wrong night. 312 00:19:12,680 --> 00:19:15,160 My mum warned me not to get involved. 313 00:19:16,400 --> 00:19:18,880 She said if something had happened to Amy, 314 00:19:18,880 --> 00:19:21,200 if the police found out I had feelings for her, 315 00:19:21,200 --> 00:19:22,560 they might accuse me. 316 00:19:24,160 --> 00:19:26,360 And I was that ashamed of who I was back then, 317 00:19:26,360 --> 00:19:27,760 that it made sense. 318 00:19:33,960 --> 00:19:35,640 When Amy looked at you... 319 00:19:36,920 --> 00:19:39,680 ..it could feel like the worst punishment 320 00:19:39,680 --> 00:19:41,240 or the greatest gift. 321 00:19:50,600 --> 00:19:52,800 Was she looking at someone in this photo? 322 00:19:56,160 --> 00:19:57,400 Was she looking at you? 323 00:19:57,400 --> 00:19:58,480 Hey! 324 00:20:00,280 --> 00:20:02,440 Who took this photo, Caitlin? 325 00:20:02,440 --> 00:20:04,600 Who else was there that night? 326 00:20:04,600 --> 00:20:07,720 Please, I am, I am... 327 00:20:07,720 --> 00:20:09,480 ..I am begging you to help me. 328 00:20:13,920 --> 00:20:15,880 Joe took it. 329 00:20:15,880 --> 00:20:17,520 Joe? 330 00:20:17,520 --> 00:20:19,080 Malachy's brother. 331 00:20:25,200 --> 00:20:26,760 You should get the date tattooed. 332 00:20:26,760 --> 00:20:28,240 Malachy's late. 333 00:20:28,240 --> 00:20:30,000 Hope he's still coming. 334 00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:31,360 For his sake. 335 00:20:33,040 --> 00:20:36,000 He'll come. I'm not so sure. 336 00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:37,720 You see, he went out earlier. 337 00:20:37,720 --> 00:20:39,840 You know, with his homo perfume on. 338 00:20:39,840 --> 00:20:41,800 You know, the one he thinks girls like. 339 00:20:41,800 --> 00:20:43,680 But he didn't come and see you, did he? 340 00:20:44,920 --> 00:20:46,440 Maybe your spell's wearing off. 341 00:20:46,440 --> 00:20:48,640 Get fucked, Joe. Or what? 342 00:20:55,240 --> 00:20:56,640 You know, one of these days, 343 00:20:56,640 --> 00:20:59,720 you're not going to have him to protect you. 344 00:20:59,720 --> 00:21:01,640 Just a little prick. 345 00:21:03,000 --> 00:21:05,040 What's going on? Where were you? 346 00:21:05,040 --> 00:21:06,880 I thought you weren't going to show. 347 00:21:08,280 --> 00:21:10,680 Lost our lunch money, didn't I? Had to go and get some more. 348 00:21:10,680 --> 00:21:13,720 Lost it? How? Don't worry about it. 349 00:21:13,720 --> 00:21:15,520 Smile, Malachy. 350 00:21:15,520 --> 00:21:17,360 At least pretend you want to be here. 351 00:21:21,720 --> 00:21:23,320 Right, what do you want, Ember? 352 00:21:23,320 --> 00:21:24,920 I'll get in a lot of trouble if we get caught. 353 00:21:24,920 --> 00:21:26,040 Save it. I don't care. 354 00:21:27,720 --> 00:21:31,040 You know, you have this look sometimes, Ember. 355 00:21:31,040 --> 00:21:32,640 Makes me feel like a little kid. 356 00:21:34,320 --> 00:21:36,160 Cos I rate you as a person, 357 00:21:36,160 --> 00:21:38,320 then I see you sneaking around and lying to everyone. 358 00:21:38,320 --> 00:21:39,960 Malachy had a brother... 359 00:21:39,960 --> 00:21:42,200 ..who was with him and Amy on the lake the night 360 00:21:42,200 --> 00:21:43,360 that she went missing. 361 00:21:43,360 --> 00:21:45,880 Did you hear what I just said? Yes, Hitch, I did! 362 00:21:45,880 --> 00:21:48,200 But if I don't keep swimming here, 363 00:21:48,200 --> 00:21:49,520 I am going to sink. 364 00:21:50,560 --> 00:21:53,600 OK? Can you understand that? 365 00:21:58,040 --> 00:21:59,640 You think the brother might have killed Amy? 366 00:21:59,640 --> 00:22:01,760 He's got a rap sheet you could paper a living room with, 367 00:22:01,760 --> 00:22:04,440 and he's currently in HMP for wounding with a weapon. 368 00:22:06,480 --> 00:22:09,120 So, he can't have killed Riz, then. Well, that's what I thought, too, 369 00:22:09,120 --> 00:22:10,840 but, according to his girlfriend's Facebook, 370 00:22:10,840 --> 00:22:12,720 he's been going out on day release, 371 00:22:12,720 --> 00:22:15,120 including the day Riz was murdered. 372 00:22:16,880 --> 00:22:18,480 Go and tell Morgan, then. 373 00:22:18,480 --> 00:22:20,120 I want to go to the prison myself. 374 00:22:20,120 --> 00:22:21,560 You're suspended. 375 00:22:21,560 --> 00:22:24,720 Which is... why I need your help. 376 00:22:28,160 --> 00:22:30,880 No, you mean you need my warrant card, to get you in. 377 00:22:32,480 --> 00:22:34,720 It's not happening, Ember. I'm not doing it. 378 00:22:35,880 --> 00:22:37,880 I... Just... don't. 379 00:22:54,840 --> 00:22:57,960 I'm DC Manning, and this is DC Hitchin. 380 00:22:57,960 --> 00:23:00,920 We'd like to ask you some questions about your brother, 381 00:23:00,920 --> 00:23:02,240 Malachy Granger. 382 00:23:02,240 --> 00:23:03,760 Half-brother. 383 00:23:03,760 --> 00:23:05,520 I haven't seen him in years. 384 00:23:05,520 --> 00:23:07,280 Why's that? 385 00:23:07,280 --> 00:23:09,160 We're not close. 386 00:23:09,160 --> 00:23:11,880 You haven't had a falling-out, then? 387 00:23:11,880 --> 00:23:13,040 Nope. 388 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:17,000 Do you know who the girl in this photo is? 389 00:23:19,520 --> 00:23:20,800 No. 390 00:23:21,800 --> 00:23:25,040 So, you didn't take this photo? 391 00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:27,760 Hey! 392 00:23:27,760 --> 00:23:30,960 Let's have some evidence of this beautiful moment, shall we? 393 00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:32,440 No. 394 00:23:32,440 --> 00:23:33,800 I think you did. 395 00:23:33,800 --> 00:23:36,680 I think you know the girl in this photo is Amy Knightly, 396 00:23:36,680 --> 00:23:38,960 and I also think you know that she went missing 397 00:23:38,960 --> 00:23:40,920 the night this photo was taken. 398 00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:43,520 And I think you also know that she's dead, 399 00:23:43,520 --> 00:23:45,760 and that her body is lying under the boat hut. 400 00:23:53,160 --> 00:23:55,080 Is this why you had a falling-out, Joe? 401 00:23:55,080 --> 00:23:56,200 I didn't know that. 402 00:23:57,520 --> 00:23:59,440 I didn't know she was dead. 403 00:23:59,440 --> 00:24:01,080 How do you think it happened? 404 00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:04,040 Well, he must've killed her, then, mustn't he? 405 00:24:04,040 --> 00:24:06,320 He must've actually done it. 406 00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:10,200 Everyone said she'd just gone off, and I just... 407 00:24:10,200 --> 00:24:12,320 ..I hoped. 408 00:24:12,320 --> 00:24:13,720 Christ... 409 00:24:16,400 --> 00:24:18,760 Amy was... switched on. 410 00:24:20,040 --> 00:24:21,520 Old for her age. 411 00:24:22,560 --> 00:24:25,080 But looking back... 412 00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:26,520 ..she was lost. 413 00:24:28,320 --> 00:24:30,400 There was another girl. 414 00:24:30,400 --> 00:24:31,680 Did you know that? 415 00:24:40,840 --> 00:24:42,080 Yes. 416 00:24:43,240 --> 00:24:45,120 That's why he was late that night. 417 00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:51,760 It was meant to be the last time... 418 00:24:51,760 --> 00:24:53,400 Lost our lunch money, didn't I? 419 00:24:53,400 --> 00:24:55,400 We got pissed and took roofies. 420 00:25:00,680 --> 00:25:02,480 Malachy thought everything was fine, 421 00:25:02,480 --> 00:25:05,880 as long as everyone was getting what they wanted. 422 00:25:17,920 --> 00:25:18,960 Stop. 423 00:25:18,960 --> 00:25:20,520 What? I want you to stop. 424 00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:22,280 I'm almost there. I said stop! 425 00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:35,200 Was it hurting? 426 00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:37,000 Not really. 427 00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:38,240 Well, what, then? 428 00:25:44,480 --> 00:25:45,960 Can we try again? 429 00:25:45,960 --> 00:25:47,360 Maybe. 430 00:25:51,040 --> 00:25:52,600 You wait for this. 431 00:25:53,840 --> 00:25:55,880 She doesn't do it quietly. 432 00:25:55,880 --> 00:25:57,800 It's their first time having sex. 433 00:26:01,320 --> 00:26:03,880 It's their first time having sex today. 434 00:26:06,280 --> 00:26:08,000 You're a funny girl, you, Kitty. 435 00:26:08,000 --> 00:26:10,240 Both clever and dumb all at the same time. 436 00:26:13,760 --> 00:26:15,360 I thought we were trying again. 437 00:26:15,360 --> 00:26:17,240 I'm going. Why? 438 00:26:19,040 --> 00:26:20,680 Stupid dyke! 439 00:26:22,120 --> 00:26:23,520 Kitty! 440 00:26:24,920 --> 00:26:26,520 What happened? 441 00:26:28,360 --> 00:26:30,520 You said you hadn't slept with him before. 442 00:26:30,520 --> 00:26:32,160 Yeah, I haven't. 443 00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:33,600 That's not what Joe said. 444 00:26:33,600 --> 00:26:35,240 OK, well, Joe's a shit-stirrer. 445 00:26:36,440 --> 00:26:38,440 Well, don't walk away from me, Kitty. 446 00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:40,800 Then stop lying to me! 447 00:26:40,800 --> 00:26:42,520 OK! 448 00:26:42,520 --> 00:26:44,720 OK, it wasn't our first time. 449 00:26:45,760 --> 00:26:47,000 I thought if I said that, 450 00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:49,200 then you'd be more likely to sleep with Joe. 451 00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:52,560 Why do you even care if I sleep with Joe? 452 00:26:52,560 --> 00:26:55,320 Because he's basically blackmailing us. 453 00:26:55,320 --> 00:26:57,200 He's threatening to report Malachy to the police. 454 00:26:57,200 --> 00:26:58,920 He's fucking evil, Kitty. 455 00:26:58,920 --> 00:27:00,480 So, what, you gave me to him? 456 00:27:02,080 --> 00:27:03,800 No. 457 00:27:03,800 --> 00:27:06,520 Is that why we're friends... Amy? 458 00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:08,040 Is that what you needed me for? 459 00:27:16,120 --> 00:27:17,480 Right. 460 00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:20,960 I mean, my life is better with you in it. 461 00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:22,200 That bit isn't a lie. 462 00:27:22,200 --> 00:27:23,960 So, does it really matter why it started? 463 00:27:23,960 --> 00:27:25,480 You need to finish with Malachy, Amy. 464 00:27:25,480 --> 00:27:26,880 You shouldn't be with him. It's wrong. 465 00:27:26,880 --> 00:27:28,680 What, because he's older? 466 00:27:28,680 --> 00:27:30,760 You can't put rules on this stuff, Kitty. 467 00:27:30,760 --> 00:27:32,720 I mean, you should know that more than anyone. 468 00:27:32,720 --> 00:27:35,800 That is not the same thing. 469 00:27:35,800 --> 00:27:37,280 No. 470 00:27:38,600 --> 00:27:40,280 It's worse. 471 00:27:41,840 --> 00:27:44,280 Who do you think my mum and dad would rather I walk 472 00:27:44,280 --> 00:27:46,120 through the door with? You... 473 00:27:46,120 --> 00:27:47,520 ..or him? 474 00:27:53,200 --> 00:27:55,280 Finish with him, Amy. 475 00:27:56,320 --> 00:27:57,960 Or I'll tell the police about it. 476 00:27:59,680 --> 00:28:00,920 You wouldn't. 477 00:28:00,920 --> 00:28:02,160 I would. 478 00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:08,000 I would never speak to you again. 479 00:28:09,520 --> 00:28:11,840 I would tell everyone what you are. 480 00:28:13,520 --> 00:28:16,720 And what am I, Amy? 481 00:28:16,720 --> 00:28:19,960 What am I that is so bad? 482 00:28:19,960 --> 00:28:21,640 I've never hurt anyone. 483 00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:23,000 I've never taken the thing 484 00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:25,720 that someone hates the most about themselves, 485 00:28:25,720 --> 00:28:28,960 and used it against them. I've never done that! 486 00:28:31,280 --> 00:28:33,720 Are... are you jealous? 487 00:28:35,120 --> 00:28:37,040 It doesn't matter. 488 00:28:37,040 --> 00:28:38,520 Cos you don't need to be. 489 00:28:45,720 --> 00:28:47,080 No. 490 00:28:59,520 --> 00:29:01,080 I want you to touch me. 491 00:29:09,280 --> 00:29:10,960 No, I can't. 492 00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:16,760 B... Because you don't love me? 493 00:29:18,960 --> 00:29:20,880 No, Amy. 494 00:29:23,120 --> 00:29:24,400 Because I do. 495 00:29:29,360 --> 00:29:31,920 If you go, you will never see me again. 496 00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:36,640 I will run from here, Kitty! 497 00:29:36,640 --> 00:29:38,320 I will never come back! 498 00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:56,200 Ember, look, I need, erm... 499 00:29:58,200 --> 00:30:00,720 The other night in the pub, I should've stuck up for you. 500 00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:03,200 I don't know why I didn't. 501 00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:08,280 You have a water pistol in your desk drawer, Hitch. 502 00:30:08,280 --> 00:30:10,640 You still hang around at the Faucet with the same idiots 503 00:30:10,640 --> 00:30:13,040 you did when you were 16, and like it or not, 504 00:30:13,040 --> 00:30:15,720 those are the guys that you're going to be arresting. 505 00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:19,880 You have to pick a side. 506 00:30:19,880 --> 00:30:21,080 I know. 507 00:30:27,680 --> 00:30:31,600 You know, you have, erm... you have a look too, Hitch. 508 00:30:31,600 --> 00:30:33,480 It's a bit like... 509 00:30:33,480 --> 00:30:35,600 ..like a puppy trying to do maths. 510 00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:38,800 But also, it's, erm... 511 00:30:41,920 --> 00:30:43,920 ..devastating. 512 00:30:46,040 --> 00:30:49,320 I didn't shut you out because I don't care what you think. 513 00:30:49,320 --> 00:30:52,000 I shut you out because I knew what you'd think, 514 00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:53,400 and I didn't want to hear it. 515 00:30:54,640 --> 00:30:56,480 That's not how a partnership works. 516 00:30:59,160 --> 00:31:01,000 C-Team. 517 00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:02,040 Yeah. 518 00:31:04,240 --> 00:31:05,840 Definitely a couple of Cs. 519 00:31:18,200 --> 00:31:20,040 This had better be good. 520 00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:24,480 Inside. 521 00:31:27,440 --> 00:31:29,640 What's this? 522 00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:31,080 Er, witness statements. 523 00:31:31,080 --> 00:31:32,400 One from Caitlin Owen, 524 00:31:32,400 --> 00:31:35,560 and one from Malachy's brother, Joe Foster. 525 00:31:35,560 --> 00:31:37,560 Both of them were at the lake that night. 526 00:31:40,920 --> 00:31:44,680 I wanted Joe to be the killer, but... he isn't. 527 00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:52,920 Are you sure? 528 00:31:54,560 --> 00:31:58,040 His shock, his disgust, they were... they were genuine. 529 00:32:20,160 --> 00:32:24,360 ♪ Happy birthday, dear Mummy 530 00:32:24,360 --> 00:32:28,080 ♪ Happy birthday to you... ♪ 531 00:32:33,040 --> 00:32:35,000 You've found out something. 532 00:32:44,440 --> 00:32:45,800 Is she upset? 533 00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:48,680 I knew we shouldn't have done that to her. 534 00:32:48,680 --> 00:32:50,320 Yeah, what choice did he give us? 535 00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:51,760 You know, I thought she'd like it, 536 00:32:51,760 --> 00:32:54,240 but I should have known there was nothing to like about you. 537 00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:55,720 All right, I'm going home. 538 00:32:55,720 --> 00:32:57,800 I can't do this any more. Lock up when you're done. 539 00:32:57,800 --> 00:32:59,360 Well, can I come? No. 540 00:32:59,360 --> 00:33:01,840 Please? I said no. But you're not leaving me here. 541 00:33:01,840 --> 00:33:03,760 You need to go and find Kitty. 542 00:33:03,760 --> 00:33:05,080 Why would I do that? 543 00:33:05,080 --> 00:33:07,680 Because I'm pretty sure she's in love with you, Amy. 544 00:33:07,680 --> 00:33:10,280 You said that love doesn't exist. 545 00:33:10,280 --> 00:33:12,960 Yeah, well, I'm starting to think that maybe it does. 546 00:33:16,400 --> 00:33:18,000 But not between us? 547 00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:21,560 I'm sorry. 548 00:33:23,520 --> 00:33:24,920 I won't let you leave me. 549 00:33:24,920 --> 00:33:26,040 Amy, stop! 550 00:33:26,040 --> 00:33:27,560 I won't let you love... All right... 551 00:33:27,560 --> 00:33:29,840 ..anyone but me, Malachy! Calm down. Calm down! 552 00:33:29,840 --> 00:33:31,240 Malachy! Amy, please! 553 00:33:31,240 --> 00:33:32,600 Just calm down! I love you! 554 00:33:32,600 --> 00:33:33,880 Shut up! 555 00:33:33,880 --> 00:33:34,920 Where are you going? 556 00:33:34,920 --> 00:33:36,640 Oi! Don't take my car! 557 00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:38,360 I'm sorry, I'm sorry! 558 00:33:59,360 --> 00:34:02,520 ♪ My heart's in embers 559 00:34:02,520 --> 00:34:06,960 ♪ Lying post-flame 560 00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:10,480 ♪ But if this is how the fire feels 561 00:34:10,480 --> 00:34:13,480 ♪ Light me up again 562 00:34:13,480 --> 00:34:17,159 ♪ This heart remembers 563 00:34:17,159 --> 00:34:20,679 ♪ Pleasure and pain 564 00:34:20,679 --> 00:34:24,159 ♪ Pleasure and pain... ♪ 565 00:34:25,520 --> 00:34:28,320 By the way, I have found which necklace I'm going to get you. 566 00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:29,760 I just have to wait to be paid. 567 00:34:29,760 --> 00:34:32,639 You wrote me a song. I don't need anything else. 568 00:34:32,639 --> 00:34:34,400 Yeah, well, you're getting both. 569 00:34:34,400 --> 00:34:35,760 Every year, in fact. 570 00:34:35,760 --> 00:34:38,960 You'll have more songs and necklaces than Beyonce at this rate. 571 00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:44,920 I just want to make sure you've got everything you need, Ember. 572 00:34:46,240 --> 00:34:49,080 I want to spend the rest of my life making sure of it, so... 573 00:34:50,360 --> 00:34:52,560 I want you to come tonight. 574 00:34:52,560 --> 00:34:54,440 And then, I want to come tonight. 575 00:34:57,880 --> 00:35:00,280 I would love nothing more. 576 00:35:00,280 --> 00:35:02,679 But I can't let the lads down - 577 00:35:02,679 --> 00:35:04,760 not at this late notice. 578 00:35:04,760 --> 00:35:06,400 It's just a factory shift, Mack. 579 00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:10,200 No, I know. I don't want to, but I have to. 580 00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:12,600 After tonight, I'm all yours, I promise. 581 00:35:25,080 --> 00:35:27,440 What's this? What? 582 00:35:29,080 --> 00:35:31,120 A bit of fun. 583 00:35:31,120 --> 00:35:32,960 To take to work? 584 00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:35,680 All right, well, you got me. It's a present for you. 585 00:35:35,680 --> 00:35:37,480 Another one? Yeah. 586 00:35:37,480 --> 00:35:39,720 I thought we could take some tomorrow night. 587 00:35:40,760 --> 00:35:43,400 Or maybe I could take them tonight. 588 00:35:43,400 --> 00:35:45,400 If they're really for me. 589 00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:47,080 You could, yeah. 590 00:35:48,760 --> 00:35:50,280 And you have. 591 00:35:50,280 --> 00:35:53,040 OK. Go easy, though, all right? 592 00:35:56,640 --> 00:35:58,600 What are you doing here? 593 00:36:00,480 --> 00:36:03,240 You said that I was hungover after my 17th birthday. 594 00:36:04,280 --> 00:36:06,680 You were. Because Mack gave me pills. 595 00:36:06,680 --> 00:36:08,360 Yeah. Roofies. 596 00:36:08,360 --> 00:36:09,680 I had one. 597 00:36:09,680 --> 00:36:12,600 You know that they're Rohypnol, right? 598 00:36:12,600 --> 00:36:14,000 Why would he have those? 599 00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:16,280 Same reason as lots of people, Ember. 600 00:36:16,280 --> 00:36:18,080 To get high. 601 00:36:18,080 --> 00:36:20,120 Would you like a cup of tea? 602 00:36:30,520 --> 00:36:32,280 Was my vomit blue? 603 00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:34,040 Is that why it stained the carpet? 604 00:36:34,040 --> 00:36:37,040 Believe it or not, Ember, I have no idea what the colour of 605 00:36:37,040 --> 00:36:39,400 your vomit from 17 years ago was. 606 00:36:40,720 --> 00:36:42,680 You remember everything else. 607 00:36:43,760 --> 00:36:45,720 It has a blue dye in it, 608 00:36:45,720 --> 00:36:47,960 to stop it being used as a... 609 00:36:47,960 --> 00:36:49,440 ..date-rape drug. 610 00:36:49,440 --> 00:36:51,840 Well, he wasn't using it as a date-rape drug, was he? 611 00:36:51,840 --> 00:36:53,960 No. He shouldn't have been using it at all. 612 00:36:53,960 --> 00:36:56,360 You got high, it didn't agree with you, 613 00:36:56,360 --> 00:36:58,680 and you were sick. No big deal. 614 00:36:58,680 --> 00:37:01,680 Just be thankful Mack had gone by that point. 615 00:37:01,680 --> 00:37:03,840 I think it might've been a bit early in the relationship 616 00:37:03,840 --> 00:37:05,240 for holding back your hair. 617 00:37:07,720 --> 00:37:10,480 Mack wasn't with us that night. He was... working. 618 00:37:10,480 --> 00:37:12,080 He came over after the pub. 619 00:37:13,640 --> 00:37:14,920 What time? 620 00:37:14,920 --> 00:37:17,000 I don't know. He left before me. 621 00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:19,520 I got back, and the pair of you were here. 622 00:37:19,520 --> 00:37:22,320 Just me, him, and the date-rape drug. 623 00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:25,600 Respectfully, Ember, he did not need a drug to get what he wanted. 624 00:37:29,600 --> 00:37:32,240 So, why didn't he stay over? 625 00:37:32,240 --> 00:37:34,320 I don't know. 626 00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:36,280 He said they had to do something. 627 00:37:36,280 --> 00:37:39,320 In the middle of the same night Amy went missing? 628 00:37:39,320 --> 00:37:41,200 I didn't know it was that night. 629 00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:44,840 What the hell were you thinking? 630 00:37:44,840 --> 00:37:47,320 Me? Yeah. You. 631 00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:48,920 You know, not just that night. 632 00:37:48,920 --> 00:37:50,560 Cos you're always pissed. 633 00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:52,600 Or high. 634 00:37:52,600 --> 00:37:55,800 Or off being batshit while I wandered around... 635 00:37:59,240 --> 00:38:00,440 ..lost. 636 00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:02,440 Your friends thought I was marvellous. 637 00:38:02,440 --> 00:38:03,960 They'd have loved a mother like me. 638 00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:06,720 Yeah, yeah, they did think you were marvellous. 639 00:38:06,720 --> 00:38:09,040 You know, but nobody would want a mother like you, 640 00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:11,520 because some people shouldn't have kids. 641 00:38:11,520 --> 00:38:14,120 Not everybody gets a choice about it, Ember. 642 00:38:14,120 --> 00:38:17,440 I was a housewife in the arse end of nowhere. 643 00:38:17,440 --> 00:38:20,440 I got married and had a baby, because that's what you did. 644 00:38:20,440 --> 00:38:23,680 It was all written for you long before you were spat out 645 00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:26,640 the fifth form, clutching your certificate in secretarial skills. 646 00:38:26,640 --> 00:38:28,080 You see, that's the difference between us. 647 00:38:28,080 --> 00:38:30,080 You might have squandered your choices, 648 00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:32,160 but at least you had some. What choices?! 649 00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:36,320 A mother with her out-of-office on, 650 00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:39,840 or a guy ready to make me his entire world 651 00:38:39,840 --> 00:38:42,160 as soon as he's disposed of his last girlfriend? 652 00:38:42,160 --> 00:38:43,600 I don't know what you want from me. 653 00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:45,360 I want you to have kept me safe! 654 00:38:45,360 --> 00:38:48,120 I want you to have done your fucking job! 655 00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:49,480 I'm sorry. 656 00:38:51,400 --> 00:38:53,280 "Sorry" doesn't fix this. 657 00:38:59,520 --> 00:39:00,720 "They"? 658 00:39:01,800 --> 00:39:04,560 What? You said, "They had to do something." 659 00:39:15,440 --> 00:39:16,760 Ember! 660 00:39:16,760 --> 00:39:19,440 I know you were with Mack the night that he killed Amy. 661 00:39:23,400 --> 00:39:26,360 Do you think we could've ever been together, Em? 662 00:39:26,360 --> 00:39:28,120 You and me? 663 00:39:32,120 --> 00:39:33,600 Did you hear what I just said? 664 00:39:33,600 --> 00:39:36,160 Mack wasn't one for staying with girls too long. 665 00:39:36,160 --> 00:39:39,320 So, I did have a hope that when he was done with you, 666 00:39:39,320 --> 00:39:40,960 that we might... 667 00:39:42,960 --> 00:39:46,920 Well, it turns out that you're the one worth changing for. 668 00:39:46,920 --> 00:39:50,560 He becomes gold-star family man, 669 00:39:50,560 --> 00:39:53,960 and I... become... 670 00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:57,320 ..this. 671 00:39:59,960 --> 00:40:02,600 No-one's idea of heaven. 672 00:40:04,000 --> 00:40:07,840 I keep wondering if I've just had bad breaks. 673 00:40:10,840 --> 00:40:14,240 Or if there's something rotten... 674 00:40:14,240 --> 00:40:15,640 ..about me. 675 00:40:25,600 --> 00:40:28,720 Hey! You want to tell me why you stole my laptop? 676 00:40:28,720 --> 00:40:30,280 Cos I tracked it here. 677 00:40:32,040 --> 00:40:33,520 Riz was here. 678 00:40:37,680 --> 00:40:39,040 Ember... 679 00:40:40,920 --> 00:40:43,760 I need to go. No! No, no! No. 680 00:40:43,760 --> 00:40:45,520 Don't walk away. 681 00:40:45,520 --> 00:40:47,840 OK, just, just... 682 00:40:47,840 --> 00:40:49,960 I-It's not like you think. 683 00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:52,680 I would never, never... 684 00:40:56,680 --> 00:40:58,960 She came looking for me... 685 00:40:58,960 --> 00:41:01,000 ..recording me and... 686 00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:02,400 ..laughing. 687 00:41:03,920 --> 00:41:05,480 We got in a fight. 688 00:41:05,480 --> 00:41:07,920 Wait, wait, what are you doing? 689 00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:09,280 She had this photo of a bone 690 00:41:09,280 --> 00:41:11,040 that was in the basement of the hut. 691 00:41:12,760 --> 00:41:15,200 The stupid thing was, it was only there cos of me! 692 00:41:17,080 --> 00:41:21,840 I heard Rob was pulling up the floor for the refurb, so... 693 00:41:21,840 --> 00:41:23,200 ..I broke in... 694 00:41:25,280 --> 00:41:26,440 ..and I dug up the body, 695 00:41:26,440 --> 00:41:28,560 and then, I set the fire to cover my tracks. 696 00:41:31,720 --> 00:41:33,800 Part of it must've got left behind. 697 00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:35,440 Part of her. 698 00:41:37,000 --> 00:41:38,200 Part of Amy. 699 00:41:39,240 --> 00:41:42,520 I had to do something, Ember, you can see that, yeah? 700 00:41:42,520 --> 00:41:43,840 No, I can't. 701 00:41:45,160 --> 00:41:46,760 You could've let the body be found. 702 00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:49,360 You could have let Mack be exposed as the killer. 703 00:41:49,360 --> 00:41:51,280 You... you could have let Riz live. 704 00:41:56,000 --> 00:41:57,560 Mack... 705 00:41:57,560 --> 00:41:59,560 ..didn't kill Amy. 706 00:42:03,600 --> 00:42:06,400 Fucked-up Midas strikes again. 707 00:42:08,360 --> 00:42:11,240 Look, just... just sit down. 708 00:42:13,040 --> 00:42:15,800 And just listen, OK? 709 00:42:27,480 --> 00:42:30,400 It was your birthday, and we were all at the pub. 710 00:42:31,560 --> 00:42:35,480 And we'd only just recently met, but... I liked you. 711 00:42:37,880 --> 00:42:40,520 And I felt bad for you, because Mack wasn't there, 712 00:42:40,520 --> 00:42:42,120 and I knew where he was. 713 00:42:44,160 --> 00:42:46,280 You were handing out pills. 714 00:42:46,280 --> 00:42:47,320 Do you remember? 715 00:42:49,040 --> 00:42:51,600 And we were all having a good time. 716 00:42:54,520 --> 00:42:55,760 And then, at some point, 717 00:42:55,760 --> 00:42:59,720 I realise that Mack had been leaving me messages. 718 00:42:59,720 --> 00:43:01,600 And he's begging me to go and pick him up. 719 00:43:01,600 --> 00:43:03,560 Look, I wouldn't ask if it wasn't important. 720 00:43:03,560 --> 00:43:05,120 If you care about me at all... 721 00:43:05,120 --> 00:43:06,320 So I go. 722 00:43:12,080 --> 00:43:14,640 Would you stop going on at me?! Will you just stop?! 723 00:43:15,920 --> 00:43:18,840 I honestly took my eyes off the road for a split second. 724 00:43:20,160 --> 00:43:21,480 What was that? 725 00:43:22,840 --> 00:43:24,800 It was just a log. 726 00:43:24,800 --> 00:43:25,840 A log? 727 00:43:25,840 --> 00:43:28,280 It was just a fucking log. Now put your foot down. 728 00:43:30,640 --> 00:43:32,200 I don't even remember it, 729 00:43:32,200 --> 00:43:34,040 thanks to the roofies. 730 00:43:34,040 --> 00:43:37,280 First thing I know, I'm in bed, 731 00:43:37,280 --> 00:43:40,600 a-and M-Mack's calling me, an-and he's telling me that... 732 00:43:40,600 --> 00:43:42,720 ..that I've hit Amy in the car. 733 00:43:42,720 --> 00:43:44,240 Just a glancing blow, 734 00:43:44,240 --> 00:43:46,280 but he's been trying to call her ever since, 735 00:43:46,280 --> 00:43:48,120 and she... she's not answering. 736 00:43:54,560 --> 00:43:56,040 Where did you find her? 737 00:43:57,360 --> 00:43:59,120 Amy... Amy! 738 00:44:00,240 --> 00:44:02,640 She'd fallen down the embankment. 739 00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:04,640 She busted her head open on a rock. 740 00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:07,800 We were going to put her in the lake... 741 00:44:08,840 --> 00:44:11,760 ..but Mack said the basement was kinder. 742 00:44:15,080 --> 00:44:16,480 "Kinder"? 743 00:44:16,480 --> 00:44:19,600 Don't be angry with him, OK? 744 00:44:19,600 --> 00:44:21,920 H-He did it for me. 745 00:44:21,920 --> 00:44:23,120 No. 746 00:44:24,840 --> 00:44:26,120 What? 747 00:44:28,920 --> 00:44:31,080 He didn't do it for you. 748 00:44:31,080 --> 00:44:33,520 What was that? It was just a log. 749 00:44:33,520 --> 00:44:35,840 A log? It was just a fucking log. 750 00:44:35,840 --> 00:44:37,080 Now put your foot down. 751 00:44:40,640 --> 00:44:42,280 You weren't driving, Arj. 752 00:44:47,080 --> 00:44:48,400 It was me. 753 00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:50,120 No. 754 00:44:50,120 --> 00:44:51,560 Yeah. 755 00:45:06,200 --> 00:45:08,800 Ember! Where are you going? 756 00:45:08,800 --> 00:45:10,520 Got to go, Arj. 757 00:45:10,520 --> 00:45:12,040 I've got to pick up Mack. 758 00:45:13,640 --> 00:45:15,720 Look, you can't drive alone. 759 00:45:15,720 --> 00:45:17,920 You're still learning. Come with me, then. 760 00:45:21,160 --> 00:45:23,040 Stop going on at me! Will you just stop?! 761 00:45:23,040 --> 00:45:25,160 What's going on? You said you were at work. 762 00:45:29,960 --> 00:45:31,200 What was that? 763 00:45:33,280 --> 00:45:35,400 It was just a log. A log? 764 00:45:35,400 --> 00:45:37,840 It was just a fucking log. Now put your foot down. 765 00:45:40,360 --> 00:45:41,920 Why would he lie? 766 00:45:43,560 --> 00:45:45,160 To protect me. 767 00:45:49,200 --> 00:45:50,560 Arj... 768 00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:54,520 ..I swear I didn't know. 769 00:45:54,520 --> 00:45:56,720 It's fucking ruined me, Ember! 770 00:45:57,920 --> 00:45:59,360 Arj... Arj. 771 00:46:01,720 --> 00:46:05,240 We're going to go now. OK? 772 00:46:07,160 --> 00:46:08,640 Me and you. 773 00:46:12,840 --> 00:46:16,360 We're going to go tell them the truth. Fuck! 774 00:46:16,360 --> 00:46:18,480 We're going to get in trouble, 775 00:46:18,480 --> 00:46:20,360 but we'll get through it. 776 00:46:20,360 --> 00:46:23,560 OK? Together. 777 00:46:23,560 --> 00:46:26,040 We're going to go. OK? 778 00:46:26,040 --> 00:46:28,920 Th-This is our chance, Ember. 779 00:46:28,920 --> 00:46:31,160 You and me. 780 00:46:31,160 --> 00:46:32,560 A-And Hannah. 781 00:46:33,760 --> 00:46:35,680 We have to do this, OK? 782 00:46:38,240 --> 00:46:40,120 We've got to go now. 783 00:46:40,120 --> 00:46:41,480 OK? 784 00:46:48,880 --> 00:46:50,280 Arj... 785 00:46:51,720 --> 00:46:53,320 Arj! 786 00:46:53,320 --> 00:46:55,120 Arj! 787 00:46:56,920 --> 00:46:58,240 Arj! 788 00:46:59,840 --> 00:47:01,840 No! Stop! 789 00:47:01,840 --> 00:47:04,080 Arj! 790 00:47:07,520 --> 00:47:09,160 Arj! 791 00:47:09,160 --> 00:47:10,880 Don't! 792 00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:13,080 Stop! Stop! 793 00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:54,880 Arj... PETROL CAN CLATTERS 794 00:47:57,160 --> 00:47:58,640 Arj, what are you doing?! 795 00:48:00,120 --> 00:48:01,600 I want to go home! 796 00:48:04,120 --> 00:48:06,920 Arj, please. I want to go home to my daughter. 797 00:48:06,920 --> 00:48:08,640 I did it for you, Ember. 798 00:48:10,080 --> 00:48:11,840 Arj, please. 799 00:48:11,840 --> 00:48:15,040 People do fucked-up things for love. 800 00:48:15,040 --> 00:48:17,480 No, people do fucked-up things and call it love. 801 00:48:18,880 --> 00:48:20,680 But love isn't ugly! 802 00:48:22,160 --> 00:48:24,080 Love doesn't hurt! 803 00:48:26,120 --> 00:48:27,960 Love does hurt, Ember. 804 00:48:29,800 --> 00:48:31,680 It just does. 805 00:48:31,680 --> 00:48:33,280 Arj! No! 806 00:48:37,840 --> 00:48:39,000 Arj! 807 00:49:08,760 --> 00:49:10,280 If they don't already know, 808 00:49:10,280 --> 00:49:12,960 I-I don't see why you have to say anything at all, Mum. 809 00:49:14,760 --> 00:49:16,680 Hannah's right, Ember. 810 00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:18,600 You could lose your job. 811 00:49:18,600 --> 00:49:20,040 Or worse. 812 00:49:20,040 --> 00:49:22,040 Mum, why are you doing this? 813 00:49:23,080 --> 00:49:24,320 Mum! 814 00:49:31,120 --> 00:49:32,920 Because I'm the spider. 815 00:49:51,640 --> 00:49:54,320 You should've told me that Malachy was your husband. 816 00:49:57,560 --> 00:49:59,600 Yeah. Yeah, I know. I'm sorry. 817 00:50:02,920 --> 00:50:04,720 I spent years learning to forgive myself 818 00:50:04,720 --> 00:50:07,080 for leaving Amy that night. 819 00:50:07,080 --> 00:50:09,560 Playing out the scenarios - 820 00:50:09,560 --> 00:50:12,360 Malachy killed her... Joe killed her... 821 00:50:13,480 --> 00:50:16,080 Now, it might have been a different man completely. 822 00:50:17,440 --> 00:50:20,760 Is there no man that Amy was safe from? 823 00:50:22,320 --> 00:50:24,000 You can't think like that. 824 00:50:25,080 --> 00:50:26,920 Why not? 825 00:50:26,920 --> 00:50:29,480 Because it's not right. Yes, it is. 826 00:50:29,480 --> 00:50:31,600 And we have to be willing to say it. 827 00:50:31,600 --> 00:50:33,240 Or nothing will ever change. 828 00:50:50,960 --> 00:50:52,640 It was me... 829 00:50:54,360 --> 00:50:56,440 ..that Amy wasn't safe from. 830 00:50:59,320 --> 00:51:01,760 She wasn't safe from me. 831 00:51:01,760 --> 00:51:03,320 I am so sorry. 832 00:51:08,400 --> 00:51:10,040 I am so, so sorry. 833 00:51:11,320 --> 00:51:13,720 I'm so sorry! 834 00:51:28,200 --> 00:51:31,200 I have this terrible blind spot when it comes to myself. 835 00:51:33,000 --> 00:51:36,320 I can see other people's lies and weaknesses. 836 00:51:36,320 --> 00:51:39,720 I can... deliver justice to them. 837 00:51:43,960 --> 00:51:47,080 I'm going to hand myself in. I'm going to tell the truth. 838 00:51:47,080 --> 00:51:51,760 Do you think truth and justice are always the same thing? 839 00:52:54,520 --> 00:52:57,400 This is DI Morgan and DS Henderson, 840 00:52:57,400 --> 00:52:59,960 interviewing DC Ember Manning. 841 00:52:59,960 --> 00:53:02,280 23rd of October, 11am. 842 00:53:03,400 --> 00:53:07,320 Now, let's start with the death of Amy Knightly. 843 00:53:07,320 --> 00:53:09,040 Tell us everything you know. 844 00:53:12,200 --> 00:53:13,960 I was there. 845 00:53:13,960 --> 00:53:17,080 On the night that David Argent killed Amy? 846 00:53:20,320 --> 00:53:21,720 I was there... 847 00:53:23,920 --> 00:53:26,720 ..on the night that David Argent killed Amy. 848 00:53:35,560 --> 00:53:38,760 I chase the darkness for a living. 849 00:53:38,760 --> 00:53:42,360 So, I know how heavy and endless it can feel. 850 00:53:44,840 --> 00:53:46,400 Mum. 851 00:53:46,400 --> 00:53:50,240 But I also know that darkness doesn't really exist. 852 00:53:52,040 --> 00:53:53,720 Kitty. 853 00:53:53,720 --> 00:53:56,440 It's just the absence of light. 854 00:53:59,400 --> 00:54:02,200 She's not really here is she? 855 00:54:02,200 --> 00:54:03,720 She's here. 856 00:54:22,440 --> 00:54:24,000 Has she got a name yet? 857 00:54:34,160 --> 00:54:37,760 Miranda, I'm going to need you to write down a list 858 00:54:37,760 --> 00:54:39,520 of all of the names of the men 859 00:54:39,520 --> 00:54:41,360 who had sex with you underage... 860 00:54:43,760 --> 00:54:46,520 ..so I can put them and Liam in a prison cell. 861 00:54:48,080 --> 00:54:51,680 Because one day, she is going to be a young woman 862 00:54:51,680 --> 00:54:54,960 navigating this world that we are creating for her. 863 00:55:07,600 --> 00:55:09,240 You know, I think... 864 00:55:12,080 --> 00:55:15,360 ..Hope is a nice name. 865 00:55:26,880 --> 00:55:29,440 Your dad was complicated. 866 00:55:29,440 --> 00:55:32,480 Did some things that he doesn't deserve to be... 867 00:55:32,480 --> 00:55:33,880 ..forgiven for. 868 00:55:35,520 --> 00:55:38,000 And I wish I could make that not true, but I can't. 869 00:55:41,160 --> 00:55:43,920 But also, he was funny... 870 00:55:43,920 --> 00:55:46,920 ..smart, loyal... 871 00:55:48,360 --> 00:55:50,360 ..generous beyond belief. 872 00:55:50,360 --> 00:55:52,000 And he gave me you, Hannah. 873 00:55:54,120 --> 00:55:55,960 The greatest gift imaginable. 874 00:55:57,760 --> 00:55:59,640 I'm not going to stop loving him. 875 00:56:00,800 --> 00:56:01,920 No. 876 00:56:03,440 --> 00:56:05,080 We don't have to feel guilty for that. 877 00:56:05,080 --> 00:56:07,520 We're just going to keep on feeling what we feel. 878 00:56:10,520 --> 00:56:12,760 And keep putting one foot in front of the other. 879 00:56:12,760 --> 00:56:14,080 Yeah. 880 00:56:38,160 --> 00:56:39,440 Bye, Daddy. 881 00:56:52,480 --> 00:56:53,880 It's OK. 882 00:57:11,120 --> 00:57:13,720 If I had £1 for every time I said to Mack, 883 00:57:13,720 --> 00:57:15,800 "If only you had a brother..." 884 00:57:15,800 --> 00:57:18,120 And he never once let on that he did. 885 00:57:18,120 --> 00:57:20,240 Well, sorry that your memories of flirting with my husband 886 00:57:20,240 --> 00:57:21,480 have been sullied. 887 00:57:24,080 --> 00:57:26,880 I've always known that I wasn't the best mother, Ember. 888 00:57:29,240 --> 00:57:32,760 I think I tried to make amends through Hannah... 889 00:57:34,240 --> 00:57:36,440 ..when I should've been making it up to you. 890 00:57:40,120 --> 00:57:41,840 I hope it's not too late. 891 00:57:45,520 --> 00:57:47,360 What are you guys talking about? 892 00:57:49,200 --> 00:57:51,680 Just about the fact that you're never so old 893 00:57:51,680 --> 00:57:53,160 that you don't need your mum. 894 00:58:03,400 --> 00:58:07,200 We are all walking in the dark, 895 00:58:07,200 --> 00:58:09,920 but with a handful of candles 896 00:58:09,920 --> 00:58:13,240 that is in our power to ignite 897 00:58:13,240 --> 00:58:16,280 with every choice we make. 898 00:58:16,280 --> 00:58:18,200 I chase the darkness... 899 00:58:19,440 --> 00:58:22,240 ..but I choose to believe in the light.